had a meetin with the funeral director yesterday, funeral on 26th Which for someon dying on new years day is ages. But i was told alot of people died over christmas which is unfortunate, and not very nice.
Went to longacres today and ordered some flowers me and my bro have picked the biggest bunch of random flowers with colours that dont actually match.
My grandad wouldve rolled his eyes if he saw the arrangement.
It seems so long ago but its been a week now.
I still expect him to have a moan cos i smoke. Or have a go on aabout somethinrandom at me. Like tuna.
Im worried about my mum because shes just holdin the family together and jst doin what needs to be done, and my nan doesnt seem that different either.
I can tell the funeral is going to hit everyone hard.
Its not often the whole family gets together.
My grandad wanted everyone together on new years day. He gotwhat he asked for. But i dont think it was the way he wanted.
I miss him already.